Seriously...is it Sunday yet???? (There could be some TMI in this post)

I'm having a hard time with seeing customers at work as dollar bills and not people. There are regulars who come in who are probably (I say PROBABLY) perfectly nice people but no one wants them because they hog your table for an hour, guzzle coffee, and leave a dollar. Is it just me? My fellow servers, chime in, I'd love your opinion.

Made crap at work because it was a crap day. But it looks like, according to the books, that tomorrow and Saturday should be busy. It's all an Ebb and Flow.

I feel like shit today. My back hurts. I'm so tired. I took a break this month from by birth control and WHAT A MISTAKE. Worse than ever. And for somebody that's had Endomitriosis, that's hard to actually surprise me with pain. I'm so used to it by now. I just hope it ends soon. I may rip out my lady parts through my nose if it continues.

I think Jason may be feeling a little better today. I haven't seen him much so I can't tell. He was angry this morning but I think that was mostly the cats and the fact we didn't have any creamer. He is so happy about going and visiting Pete in August. And he is so excited for Fort Lauderdale and Disney. I'm just glad that he has things to look forward to when he gets down.

I think I may do some laundry and go to sleep early tonight, Jason has "Harvey" tonight and I don't so, a bed all to myself sounds pretty good right about now.

Hope this finds everyone well.

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Wednesday...half way through the week. I long for Sunday. A day off. My feet and back burn. Work sucks.

Today wasn't half bad...I split with one of the good ones at work and we made like 90 bucks...I think. Somewhere around there. Good money for a few hours work. I did, however, want to smash a glass in this man's face so the shards would go in his eye and cause him permanent blindness. DONOTEVER!!!! hold you glass up and shake it at your server for their attention...WEDON'TLIKETHAT. And you, my douche bag friend, will end up with shards of glass in your eye. You see I am running my ass off like a prisoner trying to escape, I will fill your still 3/4 full glass of water when I can.

I think I'm getting sick.
It could just be my period though. (TMI...I know)

I cannot wait for Fort Lauderdale and Disney. I miss my family.

Right now, I'm just hanging at Panera Bread waiting for Leslie. Her birthday is Sunday....note to self: get Leslie gift. Note taken.

Nothing else major to post. Jason still feeling awful. I wish I was a surgeon so I could fix his knee. I wonder how I did on my math test. Hopefully not as bad as last time.

That's about it.
Hope everyone enjoys this really pretty day outside.

Meh...

Jason and I were supposed to go to his family reunion this weekend, however, his bone spur acted up again which meant that I probably won't meet most of his family until the wedding. I didn't want to have to do that.

So I actually had a weekend. I wanted to pick up shifts at work but we weren't sure if/when we may go to the reunion so I decided against it. Friday, Jason and I rented "Clover field". No wonder why people puked during that movie. The dude holding the camera made me want to barf. It was a cool premise but I hated the ending. I can assume everyone got eaten by the weird vagina/spider looking thing but the dreamer in me wanted everyone to live.
Friday night...THE RETURN OF EVERYDAY ATLAS!!!!! Great night. Great Band. Some lesbian kissed my neck...it was fun. Unfortunately, the next time they make it to town, I'm going to be in Orlando.

Saturday, we tried to go swimming but it was cloudy and Jason kept stubbing his toes and hurting his leg and we left before we hit an hour. That night, we went to SOTM with Jo, Jeff, Jake, Amanda and a whole buncha people. After we went to Sam and Greg's. BEST PIZZA EVER. It was a pretty good night.

Sunday, slept in. "Harvey" rehearsal. IHOP with Leslie until almost 1am.

It was a good weekend. And all I have to do get through this weekend and then next, its another 3 day weekend for me. Then another weekend to get through then closing of "Harvey" then FORT LAUDERDALE!!!

I hate that I hate my work. I love the people(the ones I work with and the ones that come in). I don't mind being a server. I just HATE my work. I know that doesn't make sense but, I just want to be done with school. And working. Not just trying to get by. I'm just frustrated.

Self Conscious

I feel fat today. And ugly. And like shit.

Not posting this for comments or sympathy or whatever.

I just feel ugly and obese and disgusting today.

Lordy Lordy Marge is 40

Yesterday, Saturday, Day 1 of "Rocky" auditions. It went well. There were lots of really good people there and last night I had Father's Day dinner with my Dad, J, and I. It was actually a great time. Anyone who knows me knows my dad and I are never on the same page and it's been pretty much 20 years of disappointment. But it was a great time. No Lisa. And that's why it was so fun. I just CAN'T stand her.

Today J, Jean, George and I went to Shoney's Buffet for Father's Day breakfast. I think George was happy that we went and tolerated Shoney's. It was what he wanted and it's his day so we went. This afternoon was Day 2 of "Rocky" auditions and I GOTMYASSKICKEDHARD when it came dancing time. I can dance, don't get me wrong, but SWEET LORD...I wanted to cry...no joke. Anyway, they tell us that they cannot cast right now and they will call. SICK. I was sick for about 3 hours until Leslie called me. So glad that they cast me again. I cannot wait. It's going to be a blast!!!

That's about it. Kinda watching the Tony's but mostly listening to the new Panic! at the Disco. Love it so far.

Hope everyone had a good baby daddy's day. For once, I did.

Going green on period at a time...

So, how will I do my part to help go green??? Switching to OB tampons. Less waste. It will make the worst week of the month seem not so awful. Just thought I'd share.

Anyway...made 103.00 at work today. I was in the big D room all alone and had 4 parties and about 7 tables during the course of the whole day. I am seriously proud of myself for handling it as well as I did.
Still no takers on covering my shift on Saturday. I guess I'll just have to do one day of auditions and not two...and I hate that.

Slow day in the life of Sam but I just wanted to write a quick post.
Hope everything is well in your neck of the woods....

Ugh..Monday

Monday's blow. Seriously.

Anywhoo, work today was great! I opened and closed and made 70 bucks. Pretty sweet considering a) we weren't that busy and b) that was probably TOTAL what I made all week last week...maybe a bit more, but you get the point. I'm sure tomorrow I'll be back in the crap section and make shit but for now, I will bask in the glow of my 70 dollar win today.

I have 5 (count em 5!!!!) spider bites now. I have done everything I can do but I can't get the damn spider. They itch and hurt and it is drivingMeINSANE!!!! J said to put clear nail polish on them, I haven't noticed a difference.

The baby shower yesterday was great. She really racked up. We got her some amazing and useful stuff. Deb made some tasty margaritas and I had a few (plus 5 give or take another 5). It was a wonderful Sunday. Casa de Marsh on Saturday was also a good time. Tacos and Margaritas as well. Tasty weekend.

Not much else is going on. "Rocky" auditions are this weekend. (ENTER PANIC MODE...I hate auditions...). Math test tomorrow. Fathers Day (Oh...get this. I text my dad and say "Hey, Let's do dinner Saturday night to celebrate Fathers Day because I can't Sunday!" I get "I'll think about it and let you know how I feel." Why do I even bother?)
...That's about it!

Random Week

Haven't posted in a while...there isn't much to update on but I will just the same..

JASON'S HOME!!!!! He got home last Saturday. I was so happy. The cats and I were sitting by the door, waiting, and when we saw the headlights and heard the car beep, we all jumped off the bed and ran to the door. It's good to have him home.

That next day (last Sunday) we had an amazing brunch at Another Broken Egg Cafe. Did some Honeymoon planning. I cannot wait. Seriously.

The rest of the week was filled with work, school, and "Harvey".

Last night, Cindy, Jake, Daniel, Rachel, Jason, and I all went to El Palacio. It was tons of fun and afterward we were trying to think of somewhere else to go...I suggested Sam and Greg's. So we went. And there we ran into Gary Gee and his fiancee and Jeff and Jo. Jeff asks me if I got Joanna's text about going to Sam and Greg's. I hadn't read it..this proves that Joanna and I are psychicly linked. She and I talked for a while, which was great, and then we joined the group outside. It was a great way to start off my weekend.

Today...slept until late and didn't get done what I needed to but I needed the sleep. Jason and I went to lunch and did some brief wedding planning and now we are just getting ready to hang at Casa de Marsh this evening.

Tomorrow, I have a baby shower to attend to and some stuffed mushrooms to make.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.